Excerpt:
I bow over the
lovely young woman’s outstretched hand as I agree to assist her. As we ride
together, I see the sunlight halo behind her head, hearing her sweet laughter
as she smiles hopefully at me, believing the world is full of possibility.
But, unfortunately,
her hope is misplaced.
I watch as her
face crumples in tears. Not the restrained, dignified sniffles that I would
have expected from someone of her standing. Instead, the tears are great
gulping sobs that rack her thin frame, threatening to break her in two.
Just as her
heart was breaking.
I had been
taught to remain neutral, but it is difficult to see to see the poor young lady
react so violently to the news. But what had she honestly expected?
I try to calm
her, to comfort her, even though it isn’t my place nor my business. I hold her
firmly by the shoulders, speaking in a low, soothing voice as if she is an
easily spooked animal.
The wild look in
her eyes begins to settle. The tears begin to slow.
I breathe easier.
It will be all right now.
Then, without
warning, her hand shoots out toward me. I instinctively recoil, expecting to
feel the sting of a slap. Instead, she grabs the hilt of the dagger sheathed at
my belt. In one swift motion, she draws the knife out and plunges it into her
heart. Her eyes never leave mine as the light fades from them.
I scream.
Or, at least, I
think I do. All I know is, my mouth is gaping open in shock as she falls
gracelessly into my outstretched arms. Her blood is everywhere. On my hands, my
arms, splashed all over the front of my shirt. Pooling on the floor beneath her
crumpled body. Her now sightless eyes are still fixed on me.
Accusing me,
forever, that I could have prevented this needless death.
Couldn’t I?
* * *
I came out of
the magically-induced memory doubled over, gasping for air, even though I
wasn’t bound by enchantment or by physical means.
No, I was just
bound to the lady Rosemary through my memories of my failed commission. “Thank
you for allowing the Council to see that once more,” a deep, gravelly voice
above me said. “I know that isn’t easy for you to relive, over and over.”
The voice
recalled me to where I was: in my home country of Orchwell, standing before the
kingdom’s other governing body, the Council of Seekers, on day ten of what
seemed like a never-ending trial.
My trial.
Because my
commission had ended so brutally, the Council had called me before them,
repeatedly going over the events that led to Rosemary’s death. This was the
fifth time I had had to relive the memories of what had occurred.
While the
memories were painful, they were nothing compared to the possible futures
before me. Depending on the Council’s ruling, I could be stripped of my Seeker
ability, which at best meant I would lose my livelihood and at worst meant I
would go insane. Or they could even sentence me to death.
I didn’t know
which was the better outcome.
My breathing now
under control, I looked up to regard the seated members of the Council of Seekers.
Pellham Ravenwood, head of the seven-person Council, regarded me from his place
at the center of the raised stand where he was flanked on both sides by the
other council members. I recognized some of their faces: elderly Madame
Kenestra, her white hair piled high on her head as she turned her shrewd brown
eyes on me; the former knight Sir Lantley, a lean, athletic man with
silver-streaked black hair; and Lord Olivera, the queen’s cousin, a bulky,
solidly-built man with long blond hair that he often wore tied back from his
face. He was at least a good five or ten years younger than his peers on the
Council.
Orchwell’s
ruling king and queen were the ultimate authority in our country, but they
tended to delegate many of the day-to-day affairs of governing to the Council
of Seekers. It made sense; Orchwell’s royal family was, by design, one of the
few families of nobility that did not have the Seeker ability running through
their veins. Or, if any of the royals did, it was often an extremely weak
ability, akin to a minor magical skill. If anyone in the direct line of
succession showed a strong aptitude for seeking, they weren't eligible to
inherit the throne. There were too many headaches as a Seeker — and in my
world, heartaches — to wish upon a future king or queen. Orchwell needed their
rulers at home in the kingdom, fully able to focus on their duties.
Which was
another reason why the Council of Seekers existed.
Several of those
on the Council were members of the royal family who had been ineligible for succession.
The rest were former Seekers who had since passed on their duties to other
family members, but still wanted to serve the kingdom in some way. Members of
the Council weren’t paid, but would occasionally receive monetary gifts from
the Crown.
Pellham
Ravenwood was a rare combination: as the king’s fourth younger brother with
strong Seeker abilities, he had actually been allowed to pursue his Seeker
career since he was never a strong contender for the Orchwell throne. Being a
part of both worlds gave him remarkable insight and made him a formidable
leader, which helped him earn the position as Head of the Council.
Pellham turned
to Lord Olivera. “Well, as you were the one who requested Kaernan go over his
commission yet again, are you satisfied with what you saw?”
Lord Olivera
tapped his chin thoughtfully. He was wearing an extravagant wide-brimmed red
hat with a silver feather; as he nodded, the feather nodded in time with him.
“It was thorough, to be sure, but it didn’t give us any new information. It
would be nice to have another perspective on the situation.”
I ground my
teeth, pressing my lips into a thin line to stop myself from blurting my
thoughts. Of course my story, rehashed multiple times, wouldn’t have given the
Council new insights. The only person who could give the Council another
perspective is dead.
While I hadn’t
expected much sympathy from the Council during my trial, I found I really
disliked Lord Olivera. The man seemed to enjoy torturing me, asking the same
questions repeatedly, making me relive the commission over and over before the
Council, and casting doubt on every move or motive I had during Rosemary’s
commission. I already had recurring nightmares about it, and had barely slept
for the last four months since returning home with the lady’s death on my
hands.
Besides my
nightmares and insomnia, I was constantly on edge from not exercising my Seeker
ability. Seekers had to use their gifts regularly or potentially go mad, and I
had been denying my gift for several months. And pre-trial, when I had to
undergo the Council’s intense process of magically sealing witnesses from
talking outside of the courtroom, I had barely recovered from it.
So I was
definitely not in good physical or mental shape right now. And Lord Olivera’s
“attention to detail” — as he called it, although I would have termed it
otherwise — wasn’t helping me. I firmly believed that the Council would have
come to a decision about my fate much sooner if he hadn’t been present.
“Perhaps we
could —”
“Pause the
hearing here, and meet again in ten minutes after we get some refreshments.”
Madame Kenestra
smoothly interrupted Lord Olivera. “These old bones can’t go for much longer without
some sustenance.”
“But —”
“I, for one,
agree with Madame Kenestra.” Sir Lantley also cut off whatever Lord Olivera was
going to say. “A short break would do wonders to clear my head.”
“If we could
just —”
“Sir Lantley,
you agree with me? Now that is a first! Pellham, did you hear that? Have the
Council secretary note this day, for it truly is a momentous occasion: Sir
Lantley agrees with me.” The twinkle in Madame Kenestra’s eyes as Lord
Olivera’s face grew mottled red with rage told me she knew exactly what she was
doing. I almost felt sorry for Lord Olivera.
Pellham
Ravenwood sighed. After spending a few days with the Council, I had a vague
idea of what he had to put up with on a daily basis. I ducked my head so the
Council members wouldn’t see my smirk.
“Who would like
to continue the hearing?” he asked the group. Only Lord Olivera’s hand shot up.
“Who would like to take a short break?” Everyone else, including Pellham,
raised a hand.
“All right,
then, the majority has it. We will take a break and reconvene in, oh, about ten
minutes.”
Pellham looked
at me, then, really taking in my haunted eyes and drooping shoulders.
“And then, we will decide on the fate of Kaernan
Asthore.”
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